Recently i've felt really invisible. Or that i want to be invisible. I'm getting so tired of school and work and everything is stressing me out - epecially prom. Right now, prom is that last thing i want to do. I mean i'd rather get put in jail than go through prom currently. For some reason, well for LOTS of reasons, i really don't want to go. And that's something a girl's supposed to look forward to. Oh well, as i told a friend tonight, there's always the bathroom to hide in! lol I'm really ready for high school to be over. I'm trying to enjoy my last days, but it's not working so well! I'll just try harder.

In other news, i got a dress the other day! This is a huge thing for me - i mean i got a dress just to wear. Like wear weekly. Like wear to church. I never wear dresses, and for some reason i always think of dresses as being something that college aged kids wear lol So now i feel old. I'm kind of scared for college, though, and i'm just hoping i'll make it those first couple months. But i'm really excited about this summer, as long as i don't have to work too much. I'm really ready for this nice weather to stay!

I don't have much to say, really. Things have been rought recently but they're hopefully looking up. School's gotta go by fast - there's so much going on in the next few weeks that i can't imagine this year won't start speeding up. I sure hope it will!!

So i have no encouragment, nothing really good to say, just that i hope you're enjoying this weather. Have a great week y'all!

<3 LM

Reading the comments on that last post made me feel like that post before was a complete pity party! So sorry guys, and although your encouragment was great and totally lifted me up, i didn't mean to be so down. I think i just meant that so many times i see myself differently than others see me. It happens to everyone, right?

So i'm now officially a gimp. Last night i was practicing choreography and i fell on my ankle and it killed! It's swollen now, the doctor doesn't know if it's a fracture or just a sprain - either way i have this wonderfully attractive boot that takes up the majority of my left leg and i'm on crutches for a couple weeks. Perfect timing, eh? I go to see all these people over break that i haven't seen in years and i come looking like this. So much for vanity. lol Oh well, as long as i work with it, i should be able to be off crutches in a couple weeks and out of the boot in about a month. I'm hoping this won't get in the way of too many things, but you never know how much you rely on something like a foot until you're without, i suppose!

I'm off to study and get some hw done, now that i have the whole day to myself - no school, no work. Too much pain. Have a good one, y'all

Much Love